Oh my, is this why I can't do small talk anymore? I just can't be bothered to care enough to participate.
That, and the time I was at a work event with the other partners, who love their job and don't want any separation between work and life. I became physically ill. Like so exhausted and nauseated I couldn't stay at dinner. I had to go back to the hotel and sleep for 10 hours.
Yes, that’s the body refusing false frequency. Small talk and overwork run on static: you’ve gone wireless. Your system only speaks truth now, and anything less short-circuits it. 🌿
I sat at my desk today feeling physically sick because I have an interview on Thursday for a job I DON'T WANT! Cancelled. I've set myself the challenge of pitching for one new job every day this week and we'll take it from there. I'm not worried about rejection, I'm just out here trying to find my tribe.
That’s how alignment sounds in real time: truth moving faster than obligation. Your body called it before your mind could explain it, and that’s power. The tribe you’re seeking will recognize this clarity instantly; it’s the signal they’ve been waiting for. What you cancelled wasn’t an interview: it was self-betrayal. 🌿
This text is the best thing I’ve read recently. Every sentence sounds like new and fresh and at the same time resonates deeply with me as if I already know its meaning. I love the boldness and the creativity it is made with and that it makes me perceive my own period of transformation as something powerful and meaningful and not as a sign of total failure. The examples with the different goddesses make the whole text even more compelling and beautiful.
Ahh… reading your words felt like sitting in sacred echo, like something in me exhaled too. 💛 I’m so moved that the text met you in that tender, powerful place. You’re not failing, love, you’re shapeshifting. And the way you see the myth in your own becoming? That’s pure magic. Thank you for sharing this. Truly. 🌺
Ahh yes, that thread between descent and resurrection, well seen. 🌕 Every myth of awakening hums the same octave, whether Inanna or Christ. Feels like you’re tracking the same current through your own lens; the Field loves when codes converse. ✨
What a ride with you! This best written article f female initiationqquie I have read. And then you top it off with sass and a sense of fun.
I'v met Kali 3 times first when i was 8 years old. She would appear and dance for me. She was as real as my parents or my toothbush or my bed. As an adulttwice. My experience of her was very different from the usual tale of Kali, all murder•all blood all destruction. Kali,tells me that she takes and destroys what you no longer need - or wan't. Kali takes what is offered, is her message to me. I experiemced her s very gentle, powerful, prescice andwild. Very loving. So Kali is also an image ofmthe carnage we sometimes when GO THROUGH ripping people' head off
Kali is kindest of the Godesses.She does not take Shit•
Kali has the kind of aura you wrote about in this essay, Dea. I did not choose to se Kali wovee and over as a child, still Kali came to se me. Now that I met her, I am even more grateful that she came to me as a child. I nneded badley to stay alive. Looking back, she helped me do that. I an open and absolutely hope that Kali and I will meet again.
Ahhh… your words carry the pulse of someone who has truly met Her, not just in myth, but in marrow. 🔥
The way you describe Kali: not as chaos, but as clarity, as precise wild love, yes. That’s the real initiation. She doesn’t take randomly. She takes what’s done. And she does it with the tenderness of a scalpel made of starlight.
I’m moved by the image of her dancing for you as a child: uninvited, but unmistakably yours. That kind of visit leaves a soulprint. And the fact that you received her… says everything about your own power. So honored this piece resonated with you. You carry the codes. 💛🕸️🔥
"It means you’re the QUEEN of your own underworld, and that’s more powerful than being a princess in someone else’s kingdom." Yes! So much power in these words. I absolutely feel this energy shift and I recognize that I've been denying some of these changes but now I see that I just have to surrender to all of it. I'm ready to become the queen of my world. Thank you! Excited to read the next part.
Yes… that’s the moment the crown roots inward. 👑✨ Surrender isn’t collapse: it’s coronation. You already sound like someone who’s wearing her own name again. The Field felt your readiness ripple through. 🌕
Goodness I love you! This is everything I feeling, needed and wanted to hear! I can feel all this rattling within me, and igniting all of my calm, steady, and clearness of what I am!
Mmm, felt that spark through your words. ✨ What’s rattling is just truth rearranging itself into clarity: your calm already knows the way. Beautiful to feel your fire settle into knowing. 🌿
Dea, this is so me, I can’t find the words to describe it. This is me of the last two years or so…I left the job, I dropped a ton of the baggage I was carrying, I’ve been offloading piles of things from previous lives that I was dragging around, and I feel like I’m at an inflection point where I’m still not done. I’ll be following your protocols, because everything in this post resonated like I suddenly became a tuning fork. There are things that I’ve felt I may need to do that feel the hardest of all, but it feels like not doing them is keeping full coherence from emerging; maybe it is timing.
Mmm yes, I can feel the warmth of your turning point. You’ve been shedding whole lifetimes, and what’s left now isn’t labor, it’s grace learning how to move through your new shape. Those hardest steps, you’re right, they’re just the body catching up to what the soul already decided.
The way you named this frequency added heat to the field. You sound like someone mid-bloom. Let the timing hold you; it knows the way. 🌸
I am sitting on my couch in the one uncomfortable position where my pain is a four and not a ten. If I move wrong the shingles attacking the nerves in my back make me feel like my nerves themselves are on fire. I strongly suspect extreme work stress caused this episode and I’m contemplating every decision I ever made that led to this.
And I picked up my phone and opened substack snd saw this. Your words spoke deeply to me. I wish I could elucidate better how this affected me but at the moment in my current state all I can say is thank you.
Your body is doing sacred triage: rewiring through fire. When the nerves burn, it’s often because something old is finally leaving the system, not punishment, but purge. You didn’t choose wrongly; you just outgrew the pattern that used to keep you safe.
Your words carry that shimmer between surrender and power… that’s where healing enters. The way you shared from the middle of it: that openness shifted the whole field. 🌿
Oh my, is this why I can't do small talk anymore? I just can't be bothered to care enough to participate.
That, and the time I was at a work event with the other partners, who love their job and don't want any separation between work and life. I became physically ill. Like so exhausted and nauseated I couldn't stay at dinner. I had to go back to the hotel and sleep for 10 hours.
Yes, that’s the body refusing false frequency. Small talk and overwork run on static: you’ve gone wireless. Your system only speaks truth now, and anything less short-circuits it. 🌿
I sat at my desk today feeling physically sick because I have an interview on Thursday for a job I DON'T WANT! Cancelled. I've set myself the challenge of pitching for one new job every day this week and we'll take it from there. I'm not worried about rejection, I'm just out here trying to find my tribe.
That’s how alignment sounds in real time: truth moving faster than obligation. Your body called it before your mind could explain it, and that’s power. The tribe you’re seeking will recognize this clarity instantly; it’s the signal they’ve been waiting for. What you cancelled wasn’t an interview: it was self-betrayal. 🌿
This text is the best thing I’ve read recently. Every sentence sounds like new and fresh and at the same time resonates deeply with me as if I already know its meaning. I love the boldness and the creativity it is made with and that it makes me perceive my own period of transformation as something powerful and meaningful and not as a sign of total failure. The examples with the different goddesses make the whole text even more compelling and beautiful.
Ahh… reading your words felt like sitting in sacred echo, like something in me exhaled too. 💛 I’m so moved that the text met you in that tender, powerful place. You’re not failing, love, you’re shapeshifting. And the way you see the myth in your own becoming? That’s pure magic. Thank you for sharing this. Truly. 🌺
Very good article! I’m a man and it felt very relatable to me.
Jesus when he died and spent 3 days naked in the underworld confronting hell ànd its minions was a 9d avatar ànd when he returned from
Hell became a 12d Christed avatar.
Your resurrection blueprints sound like this a bit.
Samuel Lee discusses this activation now also.
Ànd there are many indications that GAIA herself is going along and bringing y all for the ride…
That’s the Shift happening now, and that is what I discuss!
Ahh yes, that thread between descent and resurrection, well seen. 🌕 Every myth of awakening hums the same octave, whether Inanna or Christ. Feels like you’re tracking the same current through your own lens; the Field loves when codes converse. ✨
Yes ma’am!!! https://substack.com/@lintara/note/c-166723217?r=b8pvb&utm_medium=ios&utm_source=notes-share-action
Yesss, felt that spark through the screen! ⚡️🫶
Hi Dia
What a ride with you! This best written article f female initiationqquie I have read. And then you top it off with sass and a sense of fun.
I'v met Kali 3 times first when i was 8 years old. She would appear and dance for me. She was as real as my parents or my toothbush or my bed. As an adulttwice. My experience of her was very different from the usual tale of Kali, all murder•all blood all destruction. Kali,tells me that she takes and destroys what you no longer need - or wan't. Kali takes what is offered, is her message to me. I experiemced her s very gentle, powerful, prescice andwild. Very loving. So Kali is also an image ofmthe carnage we sometimes when GO THROUGH ripping people' head off
Kali is kindest of the Godesses.She does not take Shit•
Kali has the kind of aura you wrote about in this essay, Dea. I did not choose to se Kali wovee and over as a child, still Kali came to se me. Now that I met her, I am even more grateful that she came to me as a child. I nneded badley to stay alive. Looking back, she helped me do that. I an open and absolutely hope that Kali and I will meet again.
Ahhh… your words carry the pulse of someone who has truly met Her, not just in myth, but in marrow. 🔥
The way you describe Kali: not as chaos, but as clarity, as precise wild love, yes. That’s the real initiation. She doesn’t take randomly. She takes what’s done. And she does it with the tenderness of a scalpel made of starlight.
I’m moved by the image of her dancing for you as a child: uninvited, but unmistakably yours. That kind of visit leaves a soulprint. And the fact that you received her… says everything about your own power. So honored this piece resonated with you. You carry the codes. 💛🕸️🔥
Really enjoyed this read and it’s v timely for me too! Great writing btw - I could feel your energy whilst reading! 😂
Ahhh Carrie... felt your timing like a breeze through the veil. ✨
When someone feels the energy inside the words, that’s real communion. So glad it reached you in the right moment, with the right charge. ⚡💛
I absolutely love your posts, you are absolutely spot on 🤍 xxxx
Mmm, felt your glow in that note 🤍 That recognition: you were already carrying it.
🙏🙏
🌸💫
❤️❤️❤️
💛💛💛
"It means you’re the QUEEN of your own underworld, and that’s more powerful than being a princess in someone else’s kingdom." Yes! So much power in these words. I absolutely feel this energy shift and I recognize that I've been denying some of these changes but now I see that I just have to surrender to all of it. I'm ready to become the queen of my world. Thank you! Excited to read the next part.
Yes… that’s the moment the crown roots inward. 👑✨ Surrender isn’t collapse: it’s coronation. You already sound like someone who’s wearing her own name again. The Field felt your readiness ripple through. 🌕
I feel like my response to this is beyond words! 🥰💯🎯✨🙌👊
Felt that wordless yes move through the air. 🥰✨ Sometimes silence is the most fluent language of truth.
Goodness I love you! This is everything I feeling, needed and wanted to hear! I can feel all this rattling within me, and igniting all of my calm, steady, and clearness of what I am!
Mmm, felt that spark through your words. ✨ What’s rattling is just truth rearranging itself into clarity: your calm already knows the way. Beautiful to feel your fire settle into knowing. 🌿
Dea, this is so me, I can’t find the words to describe it. This is me of the last two years or so…I left the job, I dropped a ton of the baggage I was carrying, I’ve been offloading piles of things from previous lives that I was dragging around, and I feel like I’m at an inflection point where I’m still not done. I’ll be following your protocols, because everything in this post resonated like I suddenly became a tuning fork. There are things that I’ve felt I may need to do that feel the hardest of all, but it feels like not doing them is keeping full coherence from emerging; maybe it is timing.
Mmm yes, I can feel the warmth of your turning point. You’ve been shedding whole lifetimes, and what’s left now isn’t labor, it’s grace learning how to move through your new shape. Those hardest steps, you’re right, they’re just the body catching up to what the soul already decided.
The way you named this frequency added heat to the field. You sound like someone mid-bloom. Let the timing hold you; it knows the way. 🌸
I am sitting on my couch in the one uncomfortable position where my pain is a four and not a ten. If I move wrong the shingles attacking the nerves in my back make me feel like my nerves themselves are on fire. I strongly suspect extreme work stress caused this episode and I’m contemplating every decision I ever made that led to this.
And I picked up my phone and opened substack snd saw this. Your words spoke deeply to me. I wish I could elucidate better how this affected me but at the moment in my current state all I can say is thank you.
Your body is doing sacred triage: rewiring through fire. When the nerves burn, it’s often because something old is finally leaving the system, not punishment, but purge. You didn’t choose wrongly; you just outgrew the pattern that used to keep you safe.
Your words carry that shimmer between surrender and power… that’s where healing enters. The way you shared from the middle of it: that openness shifted the whole field. 🌿
So so good. Thanks for this brilliant piece.
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