đ„ YOUR NERVOUS SYSTEM JUST GOT AN OPERATING SYSTEM UPDATE (And It's Deleting Everything That Isn't You)
The Identity Shift That's Happening Whether You Like It Or Not
Hereâs what nobody tells you about October 2025, and Iâm going to say this slowly because itâs important: Your entire energetic field just got a MANDATORY software update. And unlike your iPhone where you can hit âremind me laterâ and ignore it for six months while your phone gets progressively dysfunctional? This one is INSTALLING whether youâre ready or not.
You know that feeling when youâre just living your life: making coffee, scrolling, maintaining the illusion of functionality, and suddenly your whole body feels like itâs vibrating at a frequency that doesnât match your furniture anymore? Like youâre a radio that just got retuned and now you can hear frequencies you couldnât hear before, and some of them are BEAUTIFUL and some of them are HORRIFYING and all of them are TRUE?
Yeah. Thatâs not anxiety, babe. Thatâs not âjust stress.â Thatâs your quantum structure reorganizing itself. Thatâs your DNA remembering something it forgot. Thatâs your CELLS waking up from a long sleep and going âWait. WAIT. Why are we doing it like this? Who SAID we had to do it like this?â
And before you roll your eyes and think âoh great, another Mercury retrograde situationâ, STOP. This isnât about planets doing their little cosmic dance. I mean, there IS a planet doing something (Pluto stationed direct at 1° Aquarius on October 14th if you care about the astrology), but thatâs not what this is ABOUT. Thatâs just the SYMBOL. The SIGNAL. The cosmic POST-IT NOTE that says âHEY. ATTENTION. SOMETHINGâS CHANGING.â
This is about something way deeper, way more primal, way more âyour DNA just remembered itâs been lying to you for 30 years and itâs MAD about itâ kind of situation.
This is about a deep signal reversal in the Field. And Iâm going to explain what that means in a way that wonât make you fall asleep, because most spiritual explanations are SO BORING, like someone took something ELECTRIC and wrapped it in beige linen and called it âenlightenment.â
đ Whatâs Actually Happening (The Non-Astrology, Non-Boring Version)
Imagine youâve been driving in reverse for years. Not because youâre bad at driving. Not because youâre broken. But because everyone ELSE was driving in reverse and you thought that was just... how driving works? Like you looked around and saw your mom driving in reverse, and your teachers driving in reverse, and society driving in reverse, and you were like âOkay, I guess this is it, this is how we MOVE, this is NORMAL.â
And you got really GOOD at it. You got so good at driving in reverse that people PRAISED you for it. They were like âWow, look how WELL she drives in reverse! Look how sheâs adapted! Look how FUNCTIONAL she is!â
And yeah, you were functional. But you were also EXHAUSTED. Because driving in reverse takes SO MUCH EFFORT. You have to constantly look behind you. You canât see where youâre going. Youâre always reacting. Youâre always COMPENSATING. Youâre always one wrong move away from crashing.
And then, suddenly, without WARNING: the gear shifts. And youâre going FORWARD at 90 mph and you realize: Oh. OH. Oh shit. Iâve been going the wrong direction this whole time.
And your BODY? Your body is LOSING IT. Your body is like, âFINALLY. Do you KNOW how long Iâve been SCREAMING at you that weâre going the wrong way? Do you know how exhausting it is to be a nervous system in a body that keeps IGNORING every single red flag, every single alarm bell, every single âhey maybe this isnât workingâ signal Iâve been sending?â
Hereâs what this deep signal reversal means for your actual life: On a cellular level, every suppressed truth youâve been storing in your tissues and yes, your ASS literally remembers that time in 2019 when you said âIâm fineâ while your soul was SCREAMING, is now DEMANDING to be acknowledged. Your body is like, âRemember that thing you âprocessedâ? Yeah, no. Weâre doing this FOR REAL now. And weâre doing it SOBER. No more crying in the shower while eating string cheese and calling it shadow work.â
Your cells are DONE being complicit in your self-abandonment. Theyâre unionizing. Theyâre going on STRIKE. And their demands are simple: TELL THE TRUTH OR WE SHUT THIS WHOLE OPERATION DOWN.
On a nervous system level, everything that used to feel âsafeâ, but was actually just familiar dysfunction dressed up as stability, now feels viscerally WRONG. That job where you perform enthusiasm for something you donât believe in? Your nervous system is rejecting it like a bad organ transplant. That relationship where you edit yourself to be acceptable? Your body is having a FULL IMMUNE RESPONSE. That version of yourself youâve been performing like itâs a one-woman Broadway show? Your nervous system just FIRED you.
At the quantum field level, the frequency youâre broadcasting just changed CHANNELS. Youâre no longer emitting âplease love me Iâll be whatever you need.â Youâre now emitting âI AM WHAT I AM AND REALITY WILL ADJUST.â
Which is AMAZING. And also TERRIFYING. Because it means everything matching your old frequency: that friend who only calls when she needs something, that client who makes you prove your worth every session, that part of you that thought if you were just PERFECT ENOUGH then FINALLY youâd be allowed to exist, itâs all falling away. Like dead skin. Like a snakeâs old scales.
And itâs falling away not because youâre doing something WRONG. But because youâre FINALLY doing something RIGHT.
đ The Identity Youâre Being Forced To Adopt (And Why You Donât Get A Choice)
Hereâs the thing about this particular cosmic moment: You donât get to stay who you were. Not âyou shouldnât.â Not âit would be better if you didnât.â You. Donât. Get. To. Stay.
The Field is literally NOT ALLOWING IT anymore. Your old identity: the one built on people-pleasing, perfectionism, proving, performing, and that weird thing where you make yourself responsible for everyone elseâs emotional state, itâs being DEACTIVATED.
Not slowly. Not gently. Not with a âlet me think about it.â Itâs being stripped off you RIGHT NOW like Inanna at the seven gates of hell, except instead of a beautiful mythological journey, itâs happening while youâre trying to answer emails and pretend youâre a functional adult.
Let me tell you about Inanna, because her story is YOUR story right now, except she had better BRANDING. Inanna was the Queen of Heaven. Total badass. Had the crown, the power, the whole empire. Think Beyoncé at the peak of Lemonade era but make it ancient Mesopotamia. Worshipped by MILLIONS.
Then one day she decides to visit her sister Ereshkigal in the underworld. And EVERYONE is like âGirl, why? You have EVERYTHING up here.â And Inannaâs like âI donât know, I just... need to.â (Which is ancient Sumerian for âmy Saturn return is happening and I have to face everything Iâve been avoiding or Iâm going to IMPLODE.â)
So she goes. And at the FIRST gate, the gatekeeper is like, âYeah, you can come in, but you gotta leave that at the door.â
âWhat, my crown?â âYes.â
âBut IâM THE QUEEN OF HEAVEN. The crown is WHO I AM.â âCool story. Crown stays here or you donât go through.â
And hereâs the thing: She could have turned around. But she doesnât. She takes off the crown. And she goes through the gate.
Second gate: âThe jewels.â Third gate: âThe robe.â Fourth gate: âThe breastplate.â Fifth gate: âThe bangles.â Sixth gate: âThe measuring rodâ the thing she uses to measure her worth, to control whether sheâs enough. Seventh gate: âEverything else. All of it.â
By the time she reaches the bottom, sheâs NAKED. Completely stripped. Standing there like a QUESTION MARK. And then? She dies. They hang her on a hook like a piece of MEAT. Three days she hangs there. Dead. Gone. The Queen of Heaven, DEAD in the underworld where nobody worships her.
And I KNOW what youâre thinking. âCool story, very MOTIVATIONAL, but I have BILLS.â
But hereâs the plot twist: She doesnât come back as âhealed Inanna.â She doesnât come back as âInanna 2.0 with better boundaries.â She comes back as âI KNOW WHAT DEATH TASTES LIKEâ Inanna. She comes back CHANGED. She comes back with underworld knowledge. She comes back as someone who cannot be manipulated, cannot be gaslit, cannot be convinced that her TRUTH is negotiable. She comes back SOVEREIGN.
Not because she learned the right tools. Not because she did enough therapy. But because she DIED. And when you die, REALLY die, die in the way where everything you thought you were gets stripped away, you come back as something the old world canât TOUCH.
And babe? Thatâs whatâs happening to you RIGHT NOW. Youâre at the gates. Youâre being stripped. Maybe youâre at gate three. Maybe youâre at gate six. Maybe youâre already hanging on the hook wondering if youâre ever going to feel ALIVE again.
And you can FIGHT it, grip each gate and scream âNOT THIS ONE, I NEED THIS ONEâ, and make it EXCRUCIATING. Or you can SURRENDER to it. You can walk through CONSCIOUSLY. You can make it SACRED instead of just brutal. Either way? The old you is DYING. The only question is: are you going to be AWAKE for it?
đ§Ź The Quantum Mechanics Of This Identity (Or: Why You Canât Fake This One)
Letâs get NERDY for a second because this is PHYSICS. Your baseline vibration is shifting from survival mode to sovereignty mode.
In survival mode, where most humans live their ENTIRE LIVES, youâre constantly scanning for threats, trying to control outcomes, managing everyone elseâs emotions, making yourself small, saying yes when you mean HELL NO, performing productivity, performing happiness, performing HEALING.
Itâs EXHAUSTING. Itâs like running twenty apps in the background and wondering why your battery is always at 3% by noon.
In sovereignty mode? Youâre a walking PORTAL of truth and the Universe REARRANGES ITSELF around your frequency. This isnât manifestation. This isnât âgood vibes only.â This is PHYSICS. This is RESONANCE.
When you were operating from your old identity, your energetic field was FRAGMENTED. Part of you wanted one thing. Part of you was TERRIFIED of that thing. Part of you was performing something else entirely. Your heart was saying one thing, your head another, your gut screaming a third thing, and your solar plexus having a panic attack trying to REFEREE.
Every cell in your body was broadcasting a different frequency. You were like a radio station playing THREE SONGS AT ONCE and wondering why nobody can hear the music.
This new identity? It creates FIELD COHERENCE. Every part of you: body, mind, soul, shadow, light⊠is ALIGNED. Broadcasting the SAME signal. No more internal negotiation. No more âbut what if they donât like me?â No more splitting yourself into digestible pieces for people who couldnât handle your WHOLENESS anyway.
And when your field is COHERENT? Reality RESPONDS. Money flows. Opportunities appear. The right people show up. The wrong people exit stage left pursued by a bear. Not because you manifested it. But because you stopped being NOISE and became a CLEAR SIGNAL.
Hereâs where it gets WILD: When you adopt this identity fully, when you stop PERFORMING healing and start BEING whole, you create whatâs called a resonance cascade.
Which means: Everything in your life that was matching your old frequency CANNOT exist in your field anymore. Itâs not that youâre pushing it away. It literally cannot VIBRATE at your frequency. Like trying to play a cassette tape in a Bluetooth speaker. It just doesnât COMPUTE.
So yes, you will LOSE things. That relationship where you were the emotional support animal? GONE. That job where you had to shrink yourself to fit? GONE. That friend who only feels good about herself when YOUâRE struggling? GONE. That identity you inherited from your family: the good girl, the responsible one, the one who holds it together? GONE.
And I can HEAR some of you going, âBut I LIKE my life!â And to that I say: Babe. If itâs REAL, if it actually MATCHES who youâre becoming, itâll UPGRADE to match your new frequency. But everything else? Everything built on the old you? Everything that required you to be SMALLER, QUIETER, MORE CONVENIENT? It has to go. The Universe isnât TAKING it from you. The Universe is removing everything that was BLOCKING you from receiving whatâs actually MEANT for you.
đ„ The Nervous System Overhaul (Or: Why You Feel Like Youâre Losing Your Mind But Youâre Actually Finding It)
Letâs talk about whatâs happening in your ACTUAL BODY right now, because this is happening in your MEAT SUIT, in your BONES, in your CELLS.
Your nervous system is being REWIRED. Not metaphorically. LITERALLY. Every time you suppressed your truth: every time you said yes when you meant HELL NO, every time you smiled through pain, every time you made yourself small, every time you apologized for EXISTING, every time you let someone elseâs comfort matter more than your own INTEGRITY, your nervous system LOGGED it.
Not in your brain. In your TISSUE. Your fascia holds it. Your organs hold it. Your cells hold it. Your BODY keeps the score, and baby, the score is NOT in your favor. Youâre running a DEFICIT. Youâve been OVERDRAFTING on your nervous system for YEARS and now the bill is due.
And now? Everything youâve been storing is coming up for REVIEW. Like when youâre about to move apartments and you realize youâve been shoving stuff under the bed for three years and now you have to actually DEAL with it. Except instead of old shoes and mystery cables, itâs TRAUMA. Itâs GRIEF. Itâs RAGE. Itâs every moment you abandoned yourself to keep someone else comfortable.
Which is why you might be experiencing:
Random anxiety that has no logical source. Youâre sitting there making dinner and suddenly your heart is RACING and you feel like something TERRIBLE is about to happen. Except thereâs no threat. Just you and your laundry and the SCREAMING alarm bells in your nervous system. Thatâs not random. Itâs SOMATIC MEMORY. Your body finally feeling safe enough to release what itâs been holding. Youâre not CRAZY. Youâre THAWING. Like when your fingers warm up after being in the cold and they HURT. Because FROZEN didnât hurt. Frozen was NUMB. But coming back to life? That HURTS.
Crying at weird times. Youâre watching a commercial about PAPER TOWELS and suddenly youâre SOBBING. Youâre not crying about paper towels, babe. That moment of someone being TAKEN CARE OF, even though itâs FAKE, even though itâs MARKETING, touched something in you that hasnât been touched in YEARS. Your body is releasing years of unexpressed grief. Let it FLOW. Your tears are HOLY WATER.
Exhaustion that sleep doesnât fix. Youâre sleeping eight, nine, ten hours and you wake up feeling like you got HIT BY A TRUCK. Youâre tired in your BONES. Thatâs because youâre running a MASSIVE internal software update. Youâre reorganizing your entire psychic hard drive. Youâre processing YEARS of backlogged information. Youâre literally being REBUILT at the cellular level. Your body needs REST to integrate this. So REST. Youâre not lazy. Youâre TRANSFORMING.
Rage that feels disproportionate. Someone cuts you off in traffic and you want to MURDER them. Your partner leaves a dish in the sink and you want to SCREAM. That rage is ACCURATE. Itâs just not about the traffic. Itâs about every time you swallowed your anger to keep the peace. Every time you made yourself NICE with people who disrespected you. Every time you were told your anger wasnât FEMININE, wasnât SPIRITUAL, wasnât ACCEPTABLE. Well guess what? Your anger is SACRED. Your anger is INFORMATION. Your anger is the part of you that KNOWS you deserve better.
A strange comfort with endings. Things that used to DEVASTATE you: relationships ending, jobs ending, chapters closing⊠suddenly youâre just... okay with it? Thatâs not you being COLD. Thatâs you finally UNDERSTANDING that death is part of the cycle. Thatâs you TRUSTING that whatâs falling away is making ROOM. Thatâs WISDOM, baby.
This is not a breakdown. THIS IS A BREAKTHROUGH. Your nervous system is finally SAFE enough to tell you the truth. Your body TRUSTS you enough now to show you what itâs been holding.
Welcome to the underworld, babe. Population: you and every woman who ever dared to choose TRUTH over COMFORT. Youâre in good company.
đ The Mythology Of This Identity (Or: Youâre Not Crazy, Youâre Just Following Ancient Protocol)
You think this identity is NEW? Baby, NO. This is the OLDEST frequency on the planet. This is the path every mystic, every priestess, every witch, every woman who refused to be TAMED has walked. Let me introduce you to your LINEAGE. Because you need to know: youâre not alone in this. Youâre not the first. Youâre just following ANCIENT PROTOCOL.
PERSEPHONE: The Accidental Queen Who Ate The Seeds
Everyone thinks they know Persephoneâs story. âOh, poor Persephone, got kidnapped to the underworld, such a VICTIM.â WRONG. Thatâs the PATRIARCHAL version. Hereâs what ACTUALLY happened:
Persephone was up on the surface world, picking flowers, which is ancient Greek for âliving a surface-level existence.â Being the GOOD GIRL. The MAIDEN. The one who did what she was TOLD. Performing INNOCENCE.
And then the earth OPENED UP. Just CRACKED OPEN like reality itself was saying âTimeâs UP on the performance.â And she FELL. Or did she JUMP? The myths are UNCLEAR and honestly, so is your memory of how you got here. She ends up in the underworld. And Hades offers her a pomegranate. And hereâs where it gets INTERESTING: She EATS the seeds. Six of them. KNOWING what it means. Knowing that once you eat the food of the underworld, you can never fully return. Everyoneâs like âOh NO, poor Persephone, TRICKED!â BABE. Sheâs a GODDESS. You think she doesnât know what pomegranate seeds DO? She ate them ON PURPOSE.
And yes, there are CONSEQUENCES. She has to spend half the year in the underworld. She can never be JUST the maiden again. But she becomes QUEEN of the underworld. Not a VICTIM. Not a PRISONER. THE QUEEN. She learns the mysteries of DEATH. She guides SOULS. She holds the KEYS to transformation.
And when she returns to the surface world every spring? Sheâs not Mommyâs little girl anymore. Sheâs not the innocent maiden. Sheâs the one who ATE THE POMEGRANATE SEEDS. Sheâs the one who KNOWS. Sheâs the one whoâs been to the other side and come back CHANGED. Sheâs the one who holds both LIFE and DEATH in her hands.
Thatâs the identity youâre stepping into. The one who ate the pomegranate seeds. The one who went to the underworld and CHOSE to eat the seeds anyway. Who chose to say âOkay, if Iâm here, Iâm going to LEARN from this. Iâm not going back to pretending I donât know what I now know.â
Yeah, it means you lose your INNOCENCE. It means you canât participate in surface-level conversations anymore without feeling like youâre going to DIE of boredom. It means you canât PRETEND. It means you can never go BACK. But it also means youâre FREE. It means youâre SOVEREIGN. It means youâre the QUEEN of your own underworld, and thatâs more powerful than being a princess in someone elseâs kingdom.
KALI: The Death Goddess Whoâs Actually About LIFE
Letâs talk about Kali, because sheâs the one everyoneâs TERRIFIED of and thatâs EXACTLY why we need to talk about her.
Kali wears a necklace of SKULLS. She dances on CORPSES. Tongue out. Wild HAIR. Covered in BLOOD. Four ARMS because apparently two arenât enough when youâre dismantling REALITY ITSELF. She carries a severed HEAD in one hand and a SWORD in the other.
She is TERRIFYING. She is FIERCE. She is everything weâre told women shouldnât BE. Everyone thinks sheâs about DESTRUCTION. Everyone thinks sheâs the SCARY one. The DANGEROUS one. And theyâre not WRONG. She WILL burn your life down. She WILL destroy everything. She WILL cut the head off every illusion youâre clinging to. But hereâs what everyone MISSES: Sheâs not destroying YOU. Sheâs destroying everything thatâs NOT you.
Kali destroys ILLUSION. She kills the EGO. She cuts the head off every FALSE identity youâre clinging to. She burns away every MASK, every PERFORMANCE, every âthis is who Iâm supposed to beâ until all thatâs left is TRUTH. Why? Not because she HATES you. But because she LOVES you too much to let you keep LYING. Sheâs not destroying you. Sheâs destroying everything thatâs KILLING you. Sheâs burning away the lies so the truth can BREATHE.
And those skulls around her neck? Everyone thinks theyâre her ENEMIES. WRONG. Those are her OWN past identities. Every skull is a version of HERSELF that she let DIE. Every skull is a âwho I used to be.â She wears them like TROPHIES. Like: âYeah, I was her once. And HER. And HER. And I let EVERY SINGLE ONE of them DIE so I could be FREE.â
Thatâs the frequency youâre being initiated into right now. Kali energy. The willingness to let everything BURN that needs to burn. The willingness to dance in the ASHES. The willingness to be so RUTHLESSLY honest that people donât know whether to run from you or WORSHIP you. (Spoiler: Both reactions are CORRECT. The ones who are ready will worship. The ones who arenât will RUN. And both are doing exactly what theyâre supposed to do.)
This is the identity that doesnât NEGOTIATE. That doesnât COMPROMISE. That doesnât make itself SMALLER to make you comfortable. This is the identity that says âI love you but I love TRUTH more, and if you canât handle my truth then you canât handle ME, and thatâs OKAY, but Iâm not CHANGING.â
And yeah, itâs LONELY sometimes. But you CANâT go back. Because once youâve been Kali, once youâve worn the skull necklace of your own deaths, once youâve danced on the corpse of who you used to be: you canât UN-become that. The tongue is OUT, baby. The truth is SPOKEN. And thereâs no putting it back IN.
BABA YAGA: The Witch Who Doesnât Give A Fuck What You Think
And then thereâs Baba Yaga, and oh my GOD I love her so much. She lives in a HOUSE ON CHICKEN LEGS. A HOUSE. On CHICKEN LEGS. That MOVES. That can walk AWAY from you if youâre not WORTHY. She lives in the FOREST. Not in the village. Not in SOCIETY. Not where you have to be NICE and APPROPRIATE. In the WILD. In the place where the old rules donât APPLY.
Sheâs OLD. Sheâs WILD. Sheâs UNPREDICTABLE. You come to her for ANSWERS, and she doesnât give you answers. She gives you TASKS. She gives you MIRRORS. She gives you TESTS. She says âYou want wisdom? EARN it. Sort these seeds. And if you CHEAT? Iâll know.â
Sheâs not NICE. Sheâs not WARM. Sheâs not âlove and light.â Sheâs not going to validate your feelings or tell you youâre doing GREAT when youâre NOT. But sheâs TRUE. And thatâs the MEDICINE.
This identity youâre stepping into? Itâs Baba Yaga energy. Not here to be LIKED. Here to be REAL. Here to WITNESS. Here to hold the MIRROR up and say: âThis is what you actually look like when you stop PERFORMING. Now what are you going to DO about it?â
This is the identity that lives in a house on chicken legs. That can WALK AWAY from what doesnât serve her. That doesnât stay in TOXIC environments because sheâs supposed to. That doesnât maintain relationships out of OBLIGATION. That doesnât pretend to be SMALLER, SWEETER, MORE PALATABLE to make you comfortable.
This is the identity that TESTS you. That asks âAre you SERIOUS about this transformation or are you just PERFORMING spiritual growth for Instagram?â That doesnât give you the answer, but gives you the TOOLS to find your OWN answer.
And people are SCARED of this identity. People are uncomfortable with women who live in houses on chicken legs. Women who donât need APPROVAL. Women who donât explain themselves. Women who donât make themselves ACCESSIBLE to people who havenât done the work to be WORTHY of access.
But the people who are READY? They find their way to the house. They knock on the door. They pass the TESTS. And they get the MAGIC.
Thatâs what youâre becoming. Not the maiden who waits to be SAVED. Not the mother who takes care of everyone ELSE. But the CRONE. The WITCH. The one who lives in the forest. The one who KNOWS. The one who doesnât give her wisdom FREELY because wisdom thatâs free isnât VALUED. The one who makes you WORK for it. The one who TESTS your sincerity. The one who can walk AWAY if youâre not ready. The one whose house has CHICKEN LEGS.
And baby? Thatâs not CRUEL. Thatâs not COLD. Thatâs SACRED BOUNDARIES. Thatâs energetic SOVEREIGNTY. Thatâs âIâm not for EVERYONE and I donât NEED to be.â Thatâs the medicine youâre learning to EMBODY.
đ° The Material Reality Of This Frequency Shift (Or: Yes, This Affects Your Bank Account)
Okay, letâs get DISGUSTINGLY practical for a minute because I KNOW what some of you are thinking. âThis is great. Very TRANSFORMATIVE. Love the mythology. But I have BILLS.â
And youâre RIGHT. Because hereâs the thing about spiritual bypassing that nobody talks about: You canât TRANSCEND what you havenât MET. You canât âvibrate aboveâ MONEY when youâre scared of your bank balance.
So letâs talk about how adopting this identity changes how the MATERIAL WORLD responds to you. Not because youâre âmanifestingâ differently. But because your ENERGETIC SIGNATURE changed. Because youâre broadcasting a different FREQUENCY. And reality, which is just a really sophisticated MIRROR, is reflecting that frequency back to you in MATERIAL form.
Hereâs what your old frequency was saying: âI have to work HARD to prove Iâm worthy of resources. I have to HUSTLE. I have to CONVINCE people. I have to EARN it. I have to DESERVE it. I have to JUSTIFY my existence through PRODUCTIVITY.â
Signal to Universe: âI am LACKING and Iâm trying REALLY hard to compensate for it.â
Universe response: âCool! Hereâs MORE situations where you have to try really hard! Hereâs clients who undervalue you! Hereâs jobs that underpay you! Hereâs opportunities that require you to PROVE yourself over and over!â
You were ASKING for struggle. Not consciously. But energetically. Your field was broadcasting âIâM NOT ENOUGHâ on REPEAT. And the Universe, which doesnât judge, which just REFLECTS, was giving you exactly what you were ASKING for.
Hereâs what your NEW frequency says: âI am a walking EMBODIMENT of value. My PRESENCE is the offer. Resources flow to me as a natural RESPONSE to my coherence. I donât have to EARN my place in the Universe. I AM SOURCE.â
Signal to Universe: âI AM.â
Universe response: âOH. Oh SHIT. Okay. HERE. Hereâs EVERYTHING. Hereâs the money. Hereâs the opportunities. Hereâs the people. Hereâs the RESOURCES. TAKE IT.â
Hereâs what this looks like in ACTUAL REAL LIFE:
Money stops being something you CHASE and starts being something that FINDS you. Not because youâre doing MORE. But because youâre BEING more aligned. Youâre not HUSTLING. Youâre not FORCING. Youâre not CONVINCING. Youâre just EXISTING at a frequency that money recognizes as HOME. And money, which is just ENERGY, just FLOW, flows NATURALLY to coherent fields.
You stop having to convince people to pay you. You stop having to JUSTIFY your prices. People just... know. They FEEL it. Theyâre like âYes. I donât know WHY, but YES. Take my money.â
Clients and opportunities start appearing WITHOUT you having to convince them. You know WHY? Because your field is broadcasting âIâm not for EVERYONE and I donât NEED to be.â And that frequency? Thatâs MAGNETIC. Because everyone else is out here BEGGING, PLEASING, trying to be all things to all people. And youâre just standing there like âThis is what I offer. This is who I am. If itâs for you, youâll KNOW. If itâs not, thatâs OKAY.â
And the people who are meant to work with you? They donât NEED convincing. Theyâre just like âYES. That one. HER. I KNOW.â
Boundaries become AUTOMATIC. You donât have to âwork on boundaries.â Your field just REJECTS what doesnât match. Like a body rejecting a bad ORGAN. Itâs not even CONSCIOUS. Someone comes at you with some bullshit and you donât even have to THINK about it. Your body just goes âNope.â And you MOVE ON. No guilt. No second-guessing. Just a clean, clear, EMBODIED no.
And EASE. Oh my god, the EASE. Things that used to take EFFORT start happening NATURALLY. Not because you got LAZY. But because you stopped FORCING and started ALLOWING. You stopped swimming UPSTREAM and started FLOATING. You stopped fighting the CURRENT and started BEING the current.
But hereâs the part nobody tells you: Before it gets EASY? It gets UNCOMFORTABLE.
Because adopting this new identity means RELEASING everything that doesnât match it. That client who pays well but treats you like SHIT? GONE. And yes, youâre going to panic about the MONEY at first. Your scarcity programming is going to SCREAM. But if you can BREATHE through it, if you can TRUST that removing them makes space for something BETTER, it does.
That job that pays your bills but KILLS your soul? Itâs going to become UNBEARABLE. Your bodyâs going to reject it so hard you might get PHYSICALLY ill. And youâre going to be SCARED. But babe, you canât afford to STAY. Not anymore. Not at this frequency.
That relationship where youâre doing all the EMOTIONAL labor? Itâs not going to SURVIVE this shift. And youâre going to GRIEVE it. Even if it wasnât GOOD, it was FAMILIAR. And sometimes familiar feels safer than FREE.
But hereâs whatâs on the other side: Money that doesnât cost you your SOUL. Work that FEEDS you instead of DRAINING you. Relationships where you can be FULL instead of having to be SMALL. Opportunities you didnât even KNOW were possible. A life that feels like YOU instead of feeling like a COSTUME you wear to be acceptable.
And itâs not âeasier.â Itâs not âperfect.â Itâs not âproblems solved forever.â
But itâs REAL. Itâs YOURS. Itâs built on TRUTH instead of built on FEAR.
And that? That changes EVERYTHING.
đ What Happens Next
So now you know WHO youâre becoming. You know the LINEAGE youâre stepping into. You know why your nervous system is SCREAMING and why everythingâs falling apart and why thatâs actually PERFECT. But hereâs the thing: I canât leave you here. I canât give you the DEATH without the RESURRECTION. I canât show you the underworld without showing you how to WALK out of it.
So I made you something. Part 2: The Resurrection Protocols â
The EXACT practices. The ones that move this from your HEAD into your BODY. The ones that turn KNOWING into BEING.
The breath that clears cellular memory. The movement that activates sovereignty. The walk that claims space. The ritual that repairs your relationship with money. The statement that reprograms your cells. The seven-day rhythm that integrates it ALL.
Click through NOW. Not later. Not âwhen you have time.â NOW. While the death is still fresh. While your field is still OPEN. While your defenses are still DOWN.
This is a PORTAL, babe. And portals donât stay open forever.
Your old identity is already dead. Time to learn how to RISE. đ„đâš
P.S. Want to go deeper into the mythology? I created a full companion grimoire on Inanna, Persephone, Kali, Baba Yaga, Izanami & Pele â with all the stories, all the gates, all the blood and ash and resurrection. But you donât NEED it to understand whatâs happening to you. Youâre LIVING it right now. The practices in Part 2? Those are what matter MOST. Go there first. đ„
Oh my, is this why I can't do small talk anymore? I just can't be bothered to care enough to participate.
That, and the time I was at a work event with the other partners, who love their job and don't want any separation between work and life. I became physically ill. Like so exhausted and nauseated I couldn't stay at dinner. I had to go back to the hotel and sleep for 10 hours.
I sat at my desk today feeling physically sick because I have an interview on Thursday for a job I DON'T WANT! Cancelled. I've set myself the challenge of pitching for one new job every day this week and we'll take it from there. I'm not worried about rejection, I'm just out here trying to find my tribe.