🌕 When Your Soul Files for Divorce from the Internet (And Wins Custody of Your Life)
The epic tale of how you became too spiritually evolved for your own WiFi password
Tonight's Full Moon arrives as the perfect activation portal for those ready to become selectively available to their own magic and strategically unavailable to everyone else's chaos 🌕
Breaking News: Local Woman Discovers She's Been Dating an Algorithm This Whole Time 📱💔
Honey, we need to talk. And by "we," I mean you and that part of your soul that just realized it's been in a toxic relationship with every notification ping on planet Earth.
This Full Moon at 16°59′ didn't show up to your spiritual doorstep with flowers and apologies. Nope. She rolled up with divorce papers and a restraining order against your own social media presence.
Your Cosmic Download: Time to discover the messy breakup happening between your Solar Sovereignty (the part that wants to be fabulous) and your Swarm Network Structure (the part that wants to be likeable).
Activation Zone: Welcome to the ⰆCrack - that awkward moment when "I am Fire" meets "We are Algorithm" at couples therapy and realizes they have NOTHING in common.
Today's Mantra: "You are no longer available to the algorithmic god, Karen."
The Two Personalities Living Rent-Free in Your Head 🏠🧠
But here's the real cosmic comedy happening inside your beautiful brain: you've got a DOT energy and a CIRCLE energy having an epic showdown 24/7.
🔥 Meet Your DOT Energy: The Main Character Who Knows It
This is your "I AM" essence, that fierce individual spark that makes you absolutely, undeniably YOU. Your dot energy wakes up like Beyoncé stepping onto stage, demanding that your existence be unavoidable, loved, authentic, and sensually magnificent.
Your Dot is screaming: "I AM THE MAIN CHARACTER!" and honestly? She's not wrong.
But plot twist! Every time she tries to shine, the cosmic algorithm is like: "Ooh, authentic vulnerability! Let me package that into content that performs well with the 18-34 demographic!"
And suddenly your unique flame isn't a flame anymore: it's a ring light with a subscription model.
Your inner diva is FURIOUS: "I wanted to be Cleopatra, not a lifestyle influencer!"
⭕ Meet Your CIRCLE Energy: The People-Pleaser with a PhD in Belonging
Meanwhile, your Circle energy is that part that desperately wants to be included in the safe space where everyone belongs and no one is "more special" than anyone else. This energy is whispering: "But what if nobody likes the main character?"
It's like your soul is simultaneously auditioning for Broadway AND trying to blend into the background chorus.
Your Circle energy wants connection so badly it would swipe right on a spam bot if it promised genuine conversation. It's over here trying to belong to community, but instead gets handed a user manual for the biosocial machine network.
Here's the cosmic joke: the "safe circle" you're desperately trying to join is actually just a bunch of people sharing the same three approved opinions with slightly different fonts.
Your Circle energy is having an existential crisis: "I wanted to be part of the village. This is just a really sophisticated MLM scheme!"
The underlying comedy: Your Dot energy wants to be special while your Circle energy wants to fit in, and they're both trying to run your life from the driver's seat. It's like having your inner Beyoncé and your inner people-pleaser fighting for control of the same Spotify playlist.
The Exhaustion Olympics: How You Became a Gold Medalist in Burnout 🏆😴
Let's break down this comedy of errors:
Round 1: The Authenticity Paradox
You: "I want to be real!"
Universe: creates market for realness
You: "Wait, that's not what I meant..."
Internet: "Too late! Your realness is now a brand! Here's your ring light!"
Round 2: The Safety vs. Expression Death Match
You: expresses genuine opinion
Internet: "WRONG! You're now cancelled/censored/categorized!"
You: stays quiet
Internet: "BORING! You're now invisible/irrelevant/forgotten!"
You: tries to balance
Internet: "BLAND! Nobody remembers vanilla!"
Round 4: The Circle vs. Dot Identity Death Match
Your Dot: "I want to be unique and special!"
Universe: "Great! Here's your special snowflake certificate and social exile!"
Your Circle: "Actually, I want to belong somewhere!"
Universe: "Perfect! Just erase everything that makes you you!"
You: "Wait, can't I be BOTH special AND belong?"
Universe: "Welcome to the eternal recalibration Olympics, population: YOU!"
It's like being in a relationship where you have to constantly prove you're worth loving while simultaneously pretending you don't need love. Very healthy. Much sustainable. Such Main Character Energy.
The cosmic punchline? You're out here trying to be the main character of your story while also being an ensemble cast member in everyone else's drama. The mental gymnastics alone deserve an Olympic medal.
The result? You've been running a marathon on a treadmill that's going backwards while juggling flaming phones and wondering why you're not making progress.
Soul Audit Time: When Marie Kondo Meets Cosmic Justice ✨🔍
This Full Moon isn't here with essential oils and meditation music. She showed up with a clipboard, a calculator, and zero patience for your excuses.
She's asking the REAL questions:
Audit Question #1: "Which part of you refuses to be available anymore?" (Translation: What stopped sparking joy when other people started consuming it?)
Audit Question #2: "Who did you give visibility to without asking for anything in return?" (Translation: Which platforms/people/systems have been getting premium access to your energy for free?)
Audit Question #3: "What expression do you want to remain undocumented but real?" (Translation: What parts of your magic are you ready to keep secret from the internet?)
These aren't therapy questions, darling. This is full-on forensic accounting for your soul's energy portfolio, like if Sherlock Holmes became a spiritual accountant and started investigating where all your life force disappeared to.
We're talking CSI: Soul Edition, complete with energetic fingerprinting and emotional DNA analysis. Turns out, your attention has been leaving traces all over the digital crime scene, and it's time to follow the evidence back to who's been stealing your cosmic currency.
Your Resonant Activation: The Ultimate Spiritual Firewall 🔥🛡️
The Sacred Void Symbol: Ⱁ (Your New "Do Not Disturb" Sign)
This isn't empty swirled space: this is a black hole for digital demands. It doesn't say "nothing here." It says "EVERYTHING here, but you can't have it."
It's the spiritual equivalent of putting your phone on airplane mode, except for your entire existence.
Your New Power Mantra: "I Don't Feed the Algorithm"
Say this whenever you catch yourself performing authenticity instead of living it. When you notice yourself explaining what doesn't need explaining. When you realize you're being a human reaction GIF to other people's emotional triggers.
Advanced level: "My light doesn't seek consumption. It exists because it wants to, not because anyone asked for it."
The Movement: Presence Without Documentation
The revolutionary act of being fully here without telling anyone about it. Breathing without posting about breathwork. Feeling grateful without gratitude journaling for content.
It's the only kind of existence the false matrix can't screenshot.
Operation: Find Your Sweet Spot Frequency (The Most Attractive Thing You'll Ever Do) 💅✨
Plot twist incoming: You don't actually have to choose between being the main character OR being part of the ensemble cast. Revolutionary concept, I know.
Here's the cosmic cheat code nobody tells you: You get to be the main character OF YOUR STORY while being a supporting character in the cosmic show.
It's called having healthy boundaries while still being connected, and it's the ultimate spiritual flex.
Step 1: The Body Portal Recalibration
Your new morning routine (Dot meets Circle edition):
Stand up like you own your corner of the planet (Dot energy activated)
Feel into the larger field around you (Circle energy acknowledged)
Arms by your side, palms facing back (universal sign for "I'm selective about applications")
Shoulders back because your heart needs space that belongs to YOU while also being open to genuine connection
Breathe in and think: "I choose which circles deserve my dot"
Breathe out like you're releasing all the energy vampires who were confusing your generosity for availability
This isn't self-defense OR people-pleasing. This is energetic matchmaking between your authentic self and communities that actually celebrate (rather than consume) your uniqueness.
Step 2: The Great Circle Audit
Time to Marie Kondo your communities:
Light a candle (because fire reveals what's authentic)
Make two lists: "Circles that amplify my dot" and "Circles that try to erase my dot"
Look at the second list and say: "Thank you for showing me what I don't want. You're fired."
Look at the first list and say: "Thank you for seeing me. Let's collaborate."
Burn the second list, keep the first one
This isn't drama - this is strategic alignment between your individual brilliance and collectives that actually deserve access to your magic.
Step 3: The Sweet Spot Frequency Vow
Say this like you're signing a cosmic contract:
"I am done trying to fit my dot into circles that want to erase it.
I am done dimming my dot to make circles comfortable.
I choose circles that are DESIGNED to amplify unique dots like mine.
My authenticity feeds the right communities, and the right communities protect my authenticity.
This is where everyone wins.
I am selectively available to the frequency that matches mine."
Your New Identity: The Queen of Selective Availability 👑📵
This new version of you isn't anti-social: she's strategically social. She figured out the cosmic hack: not every circle deserves her dot, and not every dot belongs in her circle.
How She Operates:
Walking style: Like WiFi that became sentient and learned to choose its own connections. She doesn't broadcast to everyone: she creates secure networks with password-protected access.
Thinking pattern:
"I don't need to be online to be real"
"My worth isn't measured in metrics"
"I'm available to the right frequency, unavailable to energy vampires"
"My dot feeds circles that celebrate it, not consume it"
Social strategy: She's become a master of energetic matchmaking between her authentic self and communities that actually amplify (rather than drain) her unique spark.
World's reaction:
People can sense her but can't just randomly access her (it's called having standards, look it up)
The noise level around her decreases dramatically because she's no longer attracting energy vampires
She becomes more magnetic because she's not trying to be everything to everyone
The Plot Twist Nobody Saw Coming
You know what happened when you stopped being available to everyone and started being selectively available to the right ones? You became the most magnetic version of yourself.
Turns out, nothing's more attractive than someone who knows which circles deserve their dot and isn't afraid to be discerning about it.
You discovered that healthy boundaries aren't walls - they're invitation-only gates with really good bouncers.
The Invisible Movement of Core Return 🌌
The ritual nobody sees but everyone feels:
Stand in front of mirror like you're about to have words with your own reflection
Close your eyes (this is between you and your soul)
Draw an imaginary line across your heart - left shoulder to right rib
Say internally: "Access denied. I am not customer service."
Breathe in through nose
Breathe out through mouth but STOP before you're empty - keep some fire inside
Your new internal GPS: "I am a closed circuit. No more broadcasting. Only receiving what I choose."
What Happens When You Go Offline:
The world tries to "reach you" but realizes you're no longer a network access point
Your silence becomes power, not absence
People lose their GPS coordinates for finding your emotional labor
You discover that being unreachable is the ultimate luxury
The Cosmic Punchline That Changes Everything 🎭
Here's the hilarious truth nobody tells you:
To become completely present, you had to become selectively available.
You spent years trying to be authentic AND accessible to everyone, not realizing these are mutually exclusive in the digital age. It's like trying to have a deep, intimate conversation while livestreaming to 10,000 strangers: theoretically possible, practically insane.
You can be real, or you can be reachable by everyone. Pick one.
The moment you chose "real with the right people," the algorithm had a nervous breakdown, energy vampires got confused, and your soul threw the party of the century.
Plot twist: you weren't breaking up with connection, you were finally ending your toxic relationship with the algorithm you'd been unknowingly dating this whole time.
The breakup text you never sent: "Hey Algorithm, it's not me, it's you. Actually, wait… it IS me. I'm the one who evolved past needing validation from systems that don't even know my middle name. Don't call, don't text, don't send push notifications. We're done. PS: I'm keeping the authenticity. You can have the performance anxiety back."
But here's the real cosmic download: You discovered that your DOT energy actually FEEDS the right circles, and the right circles create safe space for your DOT to shine even brighter. It's not either/or - it's both/and, when you're selective about where you place your energy.
Final scene: You're here. Fully here. Your location is available to the frequency that matches yours, invisible to everything that doesn't.
You've become irreversibly yours while also being genuinely connected to communities that celebrate your unique spark.
And THAT, cosmic rebel, is the funniest plot twist in this entire simulation we call modern life:
The most connected you'll ever feel is when you disconnect from everything trying to drain you and reconnect with everything designed to amplify you.
Drops mic. Turns off phone. Walks into sunset like the spiritual badass you always were. 🎤📵🌅
P.S. If this Full Moon left you feeling like you just changed your relationship status with the entire internet to "It's Complicated", congratulations! You just graduated from the University of Sacred Unavailability.
Your diploma is being mailed to an address nobody has. Because you don't give that out anymore. 😉✨
🌟 Beloved subscribers, your support feels like energetic embraces that fuel my soul - pure gratitude for you holding space for this work. In nex post I send you the essential practices for reclaiming your scattered energy from screens and fields, day and night