I READ WHAT YOU CAN'T SAY OUT LOUD

For everything your gut knows and your brain won't admit

Hey. I’m Dea.

I started reading Tarot cards at age 5 because apparently regular sandcastles were too mainstream for my mother’s parenting style. While other kids were learning their ABCs, I was learning that the Queen of Swords doesn’t fuck around and neither should you. This origin story also involves a beach, telepathy training, and the kind of childhood that makes therapists take notes.

My nervous system got an early education in reading what bodies don’t say out loud. Yours is about to get the benefit of that head start.

Picture this: A Croatian teenager translating classical Greek philosophy while everyone else was living their best MTV life. (Yes, I was that kid. Yes, I had friends. No, they didn’t understand why I found Plato’s cave allegory genuinely exciting. Some things never change.)

Fast forward through: glamour magazines traded for crystal balls, PR campaigns swapped for prophetic visions, five books published in Croatian, three in English, twenty years of sitting across from humans in crisis... and here we are.

Two decades of watching people’s bodies tell the truth their mouths won’t. Twenty years of translating the language your flesh has been speaking while your mind was busy overthinking.

What I Actually Do

I call it Ki Tarot because I spent decades creating something that honors tradition by refusing to be trapped by it. Kabbalah meets Ki energy meets whatever actually works when you’re sitting across from someone whose marriage is falling apart at 2am.

Think of this Substack as your weekly reminder that your body already knows what your brain is still Googling.

Your nervous system has been collecting data for years. I’m just here to help you read the file.

You’ll Like It Here If You’ve Ever...

Wondered why your “awakening” couldn’t come with better timing and a goddamn user manual. Felt simultaneously too weird for normal people and too practical for the spiritual ones. Suspected that something in you KNOWS things... and also felt insane for thinking that.

(Spoiler: You’re not insane. Your body has been picking up signals your conscious mind doesn’t have clearance for. Welcome to being a mammal with intuition and WiFi.)

If you’ve ever felt like you’re living in translation... you just found someone who speaks your language.

What You’re Getting Into

Every week:

• Tarot that reads your nervous system, not your “destiny”

• Practical wisdom tested in actual human chaos, not retreat centers

• Stories from twenty years of watching bodies tell the truth

• Permission to trust what your system already knows

The fine print: I got paid in Yugoslav dinars for my first illegal Tarot reading. I’ve seen things. I’ve read things. I’ve sat with humans at their most raw and watched their bodies remember what their minds forgot. Nothing you bring here will shock me.

Your body has been waiting for words that feel like recognition. Not advice. Not fixing. Recognition.

Subscribe because your nervous system is tired of spiritual content that makes it work harder. This is the opposite. This is exhale.

See you in your inbox,

Dea 🔥

P.S. If you’re wondering whether this is for you, notice what your chest just did while reading. That’s your answer. Your body doesn’t need to think it over.