The Electricity Between Your Legs: Why Your Most Powerful Current Has Been Shorted Out
(Or: How to stop leaking life force and start conducting it like the biological genius you actually are)
Buckle up, because we’re about to dive into the neurological clusterfuck that is humanity’s sexual energy programming, and how your nervous system is finally ready to delete those corrupted files from your biological hard drive.
Your sexual energy isn’t metaphor. It’s not poetry. It’s the most concentrated electrical current your body produces, running through your pelvis like a river that’s been dammed, diverted, and siphoned for so long you forgot it was supposed to be a waterfall. Your sacrum holds more nerve endings than your thinking brain wants to admit. Your pelvic floor is a conductor your consciousness has been trained to ignore.
Let’s talk about why the most powerful force in your biology has been treated like a shameful secret instead of the primary operating system it actually is.
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This essay grew up and moved out. It lives in Under the Healing now.
The full text is in print. A book with a spine, a cover, and a body that holds the whole thing.




There’s so much to unpack here! You always offer so much food for the spirit.
I winded up breaking up with an energy vampire “friend” last week and completely forgot to heal the wound (it’s been hurting, but I confused with some kind of karmic depression). Going to remedy that, stat!
Also, with the whirling exercise, it can help to have your astral body spin in the other direction if you’re prone to motion sickness.
Just a huge FUCK yes and being in the wholeness