Can I just say I'm fucking exhausted? I'm in the demolishing phase...and it's been horrible this week. With intense sicknesses combined with sleep paralysis+uncontrolled astral travel.
You're right. My energy is deeply shifting. But no one fucking informed me of the side effects of this shit!
Today morning I started bawling my eyes out because I felt the intense pain of the land that was abused by humans!
This shall too pass has been the constant mantra.
P.S.: apologies for the rant (though I'm not feeling guilty at all, don't even know why I'm mentioning it🙈🥹)
No apology needed, sacred screamer – that’s not a rant, that’s truth refusing to stay stuffed in a drawer 💙
The demolishing phase is brutal because it shatters the illusion that soul-awakening should be elegant. It doesn’t have to be. You’re not alone in this. These are the growing pains of becoming fully alive – and feeling every damn thing.
Crying for the Earth? Means your heart’s fully online.
Sleep paralysis and astral rollercoasters? Your awareness stretching beyond the known.
Exhaustion? That’s spiritual renovation draining the system.
“This too shall pass” is the mantra of seasoned warriors.
And you, clearly, are one of them 🌀💙
Sending a soul-deep exhale and a drop of rose for your fierce heart that’s carrying it all.
Oh excelsior! I needed this game plan laid out for me, all the nebulous feelings and intuitive promptings of the last 18 months laid out here in an absolute to do list . THANK YOU 🙏🏻 ✨⚡️💫
Haha, if you felt called out, just know it was a soul-level love tap in disguise! 💙 So glad the blunt sass and sacred giggles landed well: Thanks for riding the frequency together!
I normally pay zero attention to astrology, but coming from you, I’m sitting a bit straighter at my desk. So much of what you said correlates with my journey. I even felt moved to look up what house Aries lives in according to my chart (second)! I love learning from you ❤️
Ohhh this made my heart do a happy somersault! 🌀💙 The fact that Aries stirred you enough to go chart-diving? That’s soul curiosity in action, and I adore it.
Second house Aries? Oof, that’s fire in the vault – learning to value yourself like sacred gold and claim your worth without apology. 🔥💰 Can’t wait to see how that unfolds for you.
And hey, astrology is just cosmic poetry – sometimes it finds us when the timing’s right. I’m honored to be the whisper that got you to lean in a little closer ❤️
Ahhh, thank you, luminous one ✨ It means so much that you felt the guidance, those two can be such a cosmic tug-of-war: fog vs. form, dream vs. duty. I'm so glad the map helped. And your words? Pure nourishment for my creative soul 💙 Thank youuuu
Why does this sound like you were speaking directly to me??? Phew, so much to mull over and a whole lot more that just hit me in the heart. And a lot that was - yeah, I've been feeling that. Thank you, Dea. I think I mentioned my life is in chaos at the moment, a lot of what you wrote here has illuminated why it's all so messy for me right now. I appreciate your wisdom 💕
Ooooh this is strong energy and everything about it makes me feel both fully alive and slightly terrified! I know this is the change we have been waiting for. I know we have all we need to create something truly terrific.
Right? It’s that delicious edge between ‘heck yes’ and ‘oh gods, hold me’ 😅 This energy doesn’t knock politely, it kicks the door down and hands you a wand. And you? You’ve so clearly got the spark to wield it. Let’s make something wildly beautiful out of this shift. Together. 💫🌀🌟
Thank you, wild one! That Aries zap is no joke, it's giving clarity, courage, and just enough chaos to make things interesting. Stay lit and legendary ✨🌟🌀"
I was wondering WTF happened ro me since 2011, wondering where my strong sense of SELF went, why so many things were shitty...and reading this, it was just Neptune drowning me in Pisces. As a Pisces Sun/Pisces Lot of Fortune, reading at your explanation and assessing my life for the past 14 years helped so many lightbulbs flick on. I shouldn't be surprised that Neptune's antics hold so much sway over me, but as a new and ardent student of astrology, it's definitely an eye-opener for this sentient water balloon. 🤣
Quick question though: when determining the Aries impact, are you using Whole Signs or Placidus? In My Placidus chart, Aries spans parts of 7th House, all of 8th, and part of 9th.
Ohhh you sentient, sparkly water balloon, you just made my day 🤍 That whole “WTF happened since 2011” hits way too real: Neptune’s long, misty opera in Pisces is no joke, especially for a Pisces Sun and Lot of Fortune there. No wonder it felt like drowning in slow motion while trying to remember your own name. You weren’t lost, just temporarily swimming through cosmic fog.
And just to add some spice to that slow-motion Neptunian swim: the last two years brought in Saturn in Pisces like a cosmic deep-sea diver with a clipboard, saying: “Let’s anchor this, babe.” No wonder it felt like being gently, yet relentlessly, pinned to the wall of some ancient submarine, 4000 leagues under the surface of your own psyche.
He didn’t just knock, he flooded the room and started an emotional audit. But you? You’re surfacing now, sweetheart. And you're bringing treasure up with you. 🐚🌊
And yesss, I use Placidus, so you’re spot on. With Aries stretching across your 8th and 9th houses, I’d gently nudge you to check 9° Aries. See where that point lands for you: it’s a hot portal for this. There's something waking up there: maybe power, maybe purpose, maybe your inner fire breathing a little louder.
I’m thrilled the post lit something up: you’ve been rising through the fog, love, and now you’re lighting your own lighthouses.✨
That's exactly what if felt like! Slowly drowning, getting comically smothered, unable to move, screaming and only air bubbles coming out.
March was definitely like, waking up on beach face first in hot sand, somewhere i don't know but feels so familiar, coughing up seawater and pulling shells out of my hair while I stagger upright and figure out WTF do to.
I've got nothing in my chart at 9° Aries 🤔 In fact my 8th H Placidus is empty, but I'm sure there's meaning there in that too. Something to ponder while I dry out and re-figure out how to use my legs!
Can I just say I'm fucking exhausted? I'm in the demolishing phase...and it's been horrible this week. With intense sicknesses combined with sleep paralysis+uncontrolled astral travel.
You're right. My energy is deeply shifting. But no one fucking informed me of the side effects of this shit!
Today morning I started bawling my eyes out because I felt the intense pain of the land that was abused by humans!
This shall too pass has been the constant mantra.
P.S.: apologies for the rant (though I'm not feeling guilty at all, don't even know why I'm mentioning it🙈🥹)
No apology needed, sacred screamer – that’s not a rant, that’s truth refusing to stay stuffed in a drawer 💙
The demolishing phase is brutal because it shatters the illusion that soul-awakening should be elegant. It doesn’t have to be. You’re not alone in this. These are the growing pains of becoming fully alive – and feeling every damn thing.
Crying for the Earth? Means your heart’s fully online.
Sleep paralysis and astral rollercoasters? Your awareness stretching beyond the known.
Exhaustion? That’s spiritual renovation draining the system.
“This too shall pass” is the mantra of seasoned warriors.
And you, clearly, are one of them 🌀💙
Sending a soul-deep exhale and a drop of rose for your fierce heart that’s carrying it all.
How??? How are your words so beautiful?
Oh you sweet incantation 🌹
When your truth hums like that, the words just show up: you’re the one who calls them in.
I’m just listening. 💙
Oh excelsior! I needed this game plan laid out for me, all the nebulous feelings and intuitive promptings of the last 18 months laid out here in an absolute to do list . THANK YOU 🙏🏻 ✨⚡️💫
I’m so glad it clicked with you! Let’s call this our cosmic checklist and ride the sparkle waves together ✨🌀💫 Big hug!
I feel called out but in the best way. Haha. I loved the bluntness and humor.
Haha, if you felt called out, just know it was a soul-level love tap in disguise! 💙 So glad the blunt sass and sacred giggles landed well: Thanks for riding the frequency together!
I normally pay zero attention to astrology, but coming from you, I’m sitting a bit straighter at my desk. So much of what you said correlates with my journey. I even felt moved to look up what house Aries lives in according to my chart (second)! I love learning from you ❤️
Ohhh this made my heart do a happy somersault! 🌀💙 The fact that Aries stirred you enough to go chart-diving? That’s soul curiosity in action, and I adore it.
Second house Aries? Oof, that’s fire in the vault – learning to value yourself like sacred gold and claim your worth without apology. 🔥💰 Can’t wait to see how that unfolds for you.
And hey, astrology is just cosmic poetry – sometimes it finds us when the timing’s right. I’m honored to be the whisper that got you to lean in a little closer ❤️
I truly appreciated the guidance on navigating Neptune and Saturn's influences. Brilliant! (And, of course it is ALL brilliant, Dea!)
Ahhh, thank you, luminous one ✨ It means so much that you felt the guidance, those two can be such a cosmic tug-of-war: fog vs. form, dream vs. duty. I'm so glad the map helped. And your words? Pure nourishment for my creative soul 💙 Thank youuuu
Great post Dea 🙏💕
Thank you, truly – felt and received 💛🌀
Why does this sound like you were speaking directly to me??? Phew, so much to mull over and a whole lot more that just hit me in the heart. And a lot that was - yeah, I've been feeling that. Thank you, Dea. I think I mentioned my life is in chaos at the moment, a lot of what you wrote here has illuminated why it's all so messy for me right now. I appreciate your wisdom 💕
Ohhh... sounds like your soul just said, “Yep, that’s mine, I’ll take it.” 💙
Chaos is such a sneaky genius – it looks like a mess but is usually mid-alchemy.
I’m glad the words landed where they were meant to. You’re not off track, love – you’re just in the remix. 🎶✨
Thank you for receiving it so openly.
Sending a steady rhythm underneath all the noise, and a big soul-hug for your tender, mighty heart.
So... it's gonna be a big change if I am reading your subtext correctly... 😉 Another brilliant 'whisker' thank you forever 🙏🏼
You’re reading it very correctly… 😉
Let’s just say: this whisker came with a tailwind.
And thank you for catching it mid-air. Means more than you know. 🌀✨
Hell yeah! This is the pep talk and game plan this cosmic meatsuit needed at this time. Ready for this!
Yesss, that’s the spirit I felt coming through! Cosmic meatsuit locked, loaded and aligned ✨💥
Let’s ride this wave like it was tailor-made for us. No holding back now – just full-frequency forward! 🌀🔥
🔥🔥🔥🚀
Ooooh this is strong energy and everything about it makes me feel both fully alive and slightly terrified! I know this is the change we have been waiting for. I know we have all we need to create something truly terrific.
Right? It’s that delicious edge between ‘heck yes’ and ‘oh gods, hold me’ 😅 This energy doesn’t knock politely, it kicks the door down and hands you a wand. And you? You’ve so clearly got the spark to wield it. Let’s make something wildly beautiful out of this shift. Together. 💫🌀🌟
I’m in! 🌟💥🌟
Love this reminder and your expression of it! 🔥🐏
Thank you, wild one! That Aries zap is no joke, it's giving clarity, courage, and just enough chaos to make things interesting. Stay lit and legendary ✨🌟🌀"
I was wondering WTF happened ro me since 2011, wondering where my strong sense of SELF went, why so many things were shitty...and reading this, it was just Neptune drowning me in Pisces. As a Pisces Sun/Pisces Lot of Fortune, reading at your explanation and assessing my life for the past 14 years helped so many lightbulbs flick on. I shouldn't be surprised that Neptune's antics hold so much sway over me, but as a new and ardent student of astrology, it's definitely an eye-opener for this sentient water balloon. 🤣
Quick question though: when determining the Aries impact, are you using Whole Signs or Placidus? In My Placidus chart, Aries spans parts of 7th House, all of 8th, and part of 9th.
Oops no, just 8 and part of 9.
Ohhh you sentient, sparkly water balloon, you just made my day 🤍 That whole “WTF happened since 2011” hits way too real: Neptune’s long, misty opera in Pisces is no joke, especially for a Pisces Sun and Lot of Fortune there. No wonder it felt like drowning in slow motion while trying to remember your own name. You weren’t lost, just temporarily swimming through cosmic fog.
And just to add some spice to that slow-motion Neptunian swim: the last two years brought in Saturn in Pisces like a cosmic deep-sea diver with a clipboard, saying: “Let’s anchor this, babe.” No wonder it felt like being gently, yet relentlessly, pinned to the wall of some ancient submarine, 4000 leagues under the surface of your own psyche.
He didn’t just knock, he flooded the room and started an emotional audit. But you? You’re surfacing now, sweetheart. And you're bringing treasure up with you. 🐚🌊
And yesss, I use Placidus, so you’re spot on. With Aries stretching across your 8th and 9th houses, I’d gently nudge you to check 9° Aries. See where that point lands for you: it’s a hot portal for this. There's something waking up there: maybe power, maybe purpose, maybe your inner fire breathing a little louder.
I’m thrilled the post lit something up: you’ve been rising through the fog, love, and now you’re lighting your own lighthouses.✨
That's exactly what if felt like! Slowly drowning, getting comically smothered, unable to move, screaming and only air bubbles coming out.
March was definitely like, waking up on beach face first in hot sand, somewhere i don't know but feels so familiar, coughing up seawater and pulling shells out of my hair while I stagger upright and figure out WTF do to.
I've got nothing in my chart at 9° Aries 🤔 In fact my 8th H Placidus is empty, but I'm sure there's meaning there in that too. Something to ponder while I dry out and re-figure out how to use my legs!