Your Energetic Credit Score Is in Shambles (A Divine Bankruptcy Intervention)

Or: How to Rob Your Own Bank After Everyone Else Already Has

Picture this: You, a biological being with a fully functional nervous system, arrived on this planet with your capacity for connection absolutely overflowing. You were basically the Warren Buffett of heart energy: loaded with the stuff, radiating it from every pore, wealthy beyond measure in the only currency that actually sustains human life.

But somewhere between your first breath and this very moment, where you’re likely reading this while simultaneously responding to three different people’s crisis texts, mentally rehearsing how to fix your brother’s marriage, and wondering why that subtle pain in your left shoulder won’t go away despite the seventeen healing modalities you’ve tried... something went terribly, biologically wrong.

You became the Mother Teresa of energy distribution, except without the backing of the Catholic Church or the benefit of canonization. You’ve been handing out your nervous system resources like spiritual $100 bills to energetic panhandlers who show up with increasingly elaborate stories about why they need “just one more” withdrawal from your dwindling reserves.

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