Scents Lie. Your Body Doesn't.
Day 2 of 7: Quantum Releasing Before the Solstice Portal
You’ve kept a perfume for six years because “it was expensive” even though every time you spray it you mentally teleport to a bathroom floor crying about someone who now has a baby with a woman named Chelsea. That bottle holds an olfactory crime scene you keep reopening on purpose. Somewhere in your drawer lives a candle from your “self-care era” that smells like the specific flavor of dissociation you were calling peace in 2021. You light it when you want to relax. Your nervous system lights up like a switchboard of everything you were avoiding that year.
Your nose is a backdoor into your nervous system. No security. No logic. No chance for your mind to build a defense. Scent bypasses every cognitive checkpoint and lands directly in limbic tissue, where memory lives without language and your body holds what your mouth never said.
That essential oil blend you bought because the label said “calming”? Your body doesn’t read labels. Your body reads frequency. And right now it reads: this is the smell of the apartment where you lost yourself trying to keep someone else comfortable. Lavender didn’t sign up for this assignment. Your adrenal glands are filing a union grievance.
Smell is the only sense that doesn’t pass through the thalamus. No filter. No translation. A molecule hits your receptor and suddenly your chest tightens around a memory you thought you’d processed. Your tissue holds timestamps your calendar deleted.
Here’s what the wellness aisle won’t disclose. Every perfume counter operates like an identity casino. You walk in thinking you’re choosing a vibe. You walk out wearing someone else’s frequency because the sales associate said it was “very you” and your boundaries were busy that day. Three months later you realize you’ve been smelling like your mother’s disappointment in a designer bottle and wondering why you can’t relax at dinner parties.
Scent anchors identity faster than thought can intercept. One molecule can collapse years of rewiring into a single breath. Your body inhales present air and exhales a past self who shows up without invitation, wearing emotions you already returned.
✨ WHAT HAPPENS IN YOUR FIELD WHEN A SCENT HITS
Olfactory neurons regenerate every 30 to 60 days. Fresh hardware running corrupted software from relationships that ended before your last phone upgrade.
Molecule hits receptor. Amygdala activates. Hippocampus pulls the file. Hypothalamus triggers body response. You feel something before you think anything. Elapsed time: 150 milliseconds. Your conscious mind arrives around 500 milliseconds later. Which means your awareness shows up like someone who slept through the fire alarm, asking “what happened” while your body already packed a bag and left the building.
The feeling arrives before the thought. The body responds before the story. By the time you’ve decided how you feel about a scent, your nervous system made seventeen decisions without consulting you. This is why “I should throw this away” loops for years without action. Your logic votes yes. Your limbic system filibusters until everyone gives up and orders takeout.
💎 THE PROTOCOL
Pick a scent. Perfume, candle, oil, that lotion you keep relocating from bathroom to bedroom like it’s going to manifest its own usefulness.
One. Open it. Bring it close. Inhale through your nose, slow and full. No analyzing yet. Let the molecule land.
Two. Track where your body goes. Not your thoughts. Your BODY. Chest? Throat? Belly? Does something tighten, brace, grip? Does something open, settle, soften? The body speaks binary before the mind starts writing fanfiction about why you definitely still need this.
Three. Exhale slow through your nose. Same path in, same path out. Closed sensory loop. Completion signal. Your nervous system hears “finished” instead of “to be continued indefinitely while you spiral.”
If inhaling pulls you backward in time and shrinks your breath... this scent feeds an old frequency.
If inhaling keeps you present and expands your ribcage... this scent resonates with who you’re becoming.
Nose knew before you opened the cap. Your only job is to stop overruling the first verdict with a 39-point counter-argument.
⚡ PERMISSION
Expensive has no bearing on resonance.
Read that again while making eye contact with the perfume that cost more than your last therapy session and has contributed less to your healing. You can love a memory and release the scent that chains you to it. Nostalgia is a feeling worth honoring. Keeping the chemical trigger on your bathroom shelf is a choice worth questioning.
What actually leaves when you clear a scent: the emotional address you keep visiting without realizing you walked through the door. The nervous system pattern that activates every time that molecule registers. The version of you who needed that smell to feel safe, loved, valuable, real. She was real. She served. Her severance package is your exhale.
🔥 INTEGRATION
Maybe you clear one bottle today. Maybe you open everything, smell it consciously for the first time in years, and realize half your bathroom cabinet is a museum of women you’ve already outgrown.
Awareness interrupts automation. The moment you consciously smell what you’ve been unconsciously inhaling, the pattern loses its invisibility cloak. No more background operations. It has to negotiate in daylight now. Cleared scent leaves space for air that doesn’t carry instructions from your past. Neutral air. Present air. Breath that belongs only to the woman you’re becoming, not the woman everyone needed you to stay.
Your olfactory bulb sits millimeters from your brain. The architecture of your skull placed scent closer to thought than any other sense. Treat that proximity with the respect it demands. What you inhale walks directly into your operating system without knocking.
✨ BREATH FOR TODAY
Choose one scent to examine. Inhale through nose. Slow. Full. Let it arrive without narration. Notice where your body travels. Time, place, sensation. No judgment. Just tracking. Exhale through nose. Slow. Complete. Same door in, same door out.
Hand on lower belly. Words inside, quiet: “I don’t feed this anymore.”
Whatever stays or leaves after this, your body finally has a vote that counts.
Tomorrow: Day 3: Objects With Stories and the Nostalgia Holding You Hostage 💎



Haven't worn perfume in years, most of it is really toxic anyway.
What does it for me these days is myrhh, it does something fantastic to me. In all honesty it takes me to this incredible place of self-love.