I Chose Left. Life Kicked Me Right.

Why the Field sends contrast when you shift frequency, and how to stop thinking it's a test

Ok. You’re ready. Really, this time. You’re not lying to yourself anymore. Not waiting for permission. Not balancing anyone’s mood but your own. You said it: “I’m choosing new. I’m choosing me. Done.” And you felt it. In your bones. In your pelvis. In your fucking soul.

And then... 24 hours later. Poof. The OPPOSITE shows up. Old situation. Old call. Old impulse. Old pattern that looks like it arrived directly from a parallel universe where you’re still the old you, probably wearing the same sweatpants and wondering why nothing ever changes. And you’re staring at it like the Field just opened a stand-up career at your expense and you’re the opening act nobody asked for.

And you’re thinking: “Did I say something wrong? Is this a test? Punishment? Sabotage? Or am I just crazy and should I go back to old because new clearly doesn’t work and maybe I should just get a cat and call it a life?” Well.

You’re not crazy. You didn’t fail. And no, the Field isn’t testing you like you’re retaking ch…