This made me grin so hard. "Otherworldly" and "in my bones" in the same breath... that's exactly where I'm trying to live. Thank you for reading like that. Means everything. 🦴💎
The Saturn in Aries framing is absurdly good. Most astrology writing treats discipline and impulse like they're enemies, but "impulsive WITH structure" captures something way more useful. Spent years thinking boundaries meant killing desire, when really it's about buildng containers strong enough to hold the fire without everything turning into chaos. That marriage metaphor at the zero point hits diferently once you realize most internal conflicts are just two parts of yourself that forgot they're on the same team.
"Containers strong enough to hold the fire" ... that's the line right there. Most people build walls to keep the fire OUT. You're building architecture for the fire to live IN. Completely different project. Completely different nervous system.
And yes. Internal conflicts are just estranged coworkers who forgot they share the same pension plan. ✨
What came to me as i read this post is 'You are being prepared for this"
A week ago we experienced hurricanes and a tornado here in Central Portugal.
Things can get a little extreme up in the mountains here, but this is the worst storm we've had in a while.
Funny I'd done a shamanic journey releasing ceremony that night and finally discovered and connected with my deepest shadow...the one that has been doing all it can to prevent my Voice from being heard and my Creative Power from being seen, because she saw it as dangerous from ancestral/other life events. She finally came forward and fused with the Soul. It was rather beautiful. We also metaphysically released the person I recently left, because he was her 'muse' as she called it, the embodiment of that shadow/fear...and no longer needed to play that role.
The storm came that night...literally ripped tiles off the roof and pulled trees up at the roots, snapped concrete power cable posts in half! Quite the apocalypse!
Electricity and Internet gone...for a week.
These last few days have felt like much needed silence and stillness for this Fusion and integration to settle in.
And in that silence and stillness, the creative juices and ideas have been flowing.
Your shadow came forward the same night the storm ripped tiles off the roof. Of course it did. The outer weather always knows.
A week without electricity? Your modern mind calls that disaster. Your nervous system mid-fusion calls it "finally, some quiet so I can finish this."
She was never trying to destroy your voice. She was guarding it from a danger that ended lifetimes ago. Now she knows the war is over. Now she gets to rest. Now your voice has a bodyguard instead of a jailer.
The storm was the ceremony. The silence was the integration. Everything from here is just you walking around in a body that finally has all its parts in the same room, blinking at each other like "oh, we live here now?"
Loved this. What an exciting time. A new year starting with spring. The ancient clocks know. Haha. Budgeting life force like a German accountant. Yea !
Your cells got the memo before your calendar did. That's all confidence is... your nervous system finally agreeing with what your bones have been saying. 💎
Simplified outline for February: everything you thought you were is being composted into everything you're becoming. Done. That's it. That's the outline.
Your body got it while laughing. Digestion complete. 😄💎
I will never get over the way you write! It’s otherworldly and I feel it in my bones 🦴!
And also, holy shit!
This made me grin so hard. "Otherworldly" and "in my bones" in the same breath... that's exactly where I'm trying to live. Thank you for reading like that. Means everything. 🦴💎
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The Saturn in Aries framing is absurdly good. Most astrology writing treats discipline and impulse like they're enemies, but "impulsive WITH structure" captures something way more useful. Spent years thinking boundaries meant killing desire, when really it's about buildng containers strong enough to hold the fire without everything turning into chaos. That marriage metaphor at the zero point hits diferently once you realize most internal conflicts are just two parts of yourself that forgot they're on the same team.
"Containers strong enough to hold the fire" ... that's the line right there. Most people build walls to keep the fire OUT. You're building architecture for the fire to live IN. Completely different project. Completely different nervous system.
And yes. Internal conflicts are just estranged coworkers who forgot they share the same pension plan. ✨
Resonating hard with this while laughing a lot. Thanks 🙏
That's the goal. Resonance AND snorting coffee through your nose. Integration works faster when the nervous system is laughing too hard to clench. 💎
Just a quiet month then…? 😉
Practically a nap. Just a light 6,000-year software update and a cosmic wedding you're hosting in your bones. Very chill. 😉✨
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OMGAWSH BDAY TOMORROW &
LEO RISING
The cosmos doesn't do subtle with you, does it…🔥
This resonates deeply Dea, as always.
What came to me as i read this post is 'You are being prepared for this"
A week ago we experienced hurricanes and a tornado here in Central Portugal.
Things can get a little extreme up in the mountains here, but this is the worst storm we've had in a while.
Funny I'd done a shamanic journey releasing ceremony that night and finally discovered and connected with my deepest shadow...the one that has been doing all it can to prevent my Voice from being heard and my Creative Power from being seen, because she saw it as dangerous from ancestral/other life events. She finally came forward and fused with the Soul. It was rather beautiful. We also metaphysically released the person I recently left, because he was her 'muse' as she called it, the embodiment of that shadow/fear...and no longer needed to play that role.
The storm came that night...literally ripped tiles off the roof and pulled trees up at the roots, snapped concrete power cable posts in half! Quite the apocalypse!
Electricity and Internet gone...for a week.
These last few days have felt like much needed silence and stillness for this Fusion and integration to settle in.
And in that silence and stillness, the creative juices and ideas have been flowing.
I am ready!
Your shadow came forward the same night the storm ripped tiles off the roof. Of course it did. The outer weather always knows.
A week without electricity? Your modern mind calls that disaster. Your nervous system mid-fusion calls it "finally, some quiet so I can finish this."
She was never trying to destroy your voice. She was guarding it from a danger that ended lifetimes ago. Now she knows the war is over. Now she gets to rest. Now your voice has a bodyguard instead of a jailer.
The storm was the ceremony. The silence was the integration. Everything from here is just you walking around in a body that finally has all its parts in the same room, blinking at each other like "oh, we live here now?"
Welcome back to yourself. ✨💎
TINGLES!!✨️✨️✨️✨️
I Love how you say back to me what I have said in a brilliant no nonsense sassy way. Awesome reflecting back. Bless you...glorious being✨️✨️✨️
Glorious right back at you. The sass is just the delivery system. The blessing is mutual. ✨💎
Loved this. What an exciting time. A new year starting with spring. The ancient clocks know. Haha. Budgeting life force like a German accountant. Yea !
This is amazing Dea. I can actually feel it already - more confidence, expecting a year of healing and more power x
Your cells got the memo before your calendar did. That's all confidence is... your nervous system finally agreeing with what your bones have been saying. 💎
So much to digest as i was laughing all the way. I see you & feel you. Tho a simplified outline would be nice! 😂😄
Simplified outline for February: everything you thought you were is being composted into everything you're becoming. Done. That's it. That's the outline.
Your body got it while laughing. Digestion complete. 😄💎